duhh~~

is it hard to find a job or employers are only looking at physical appearance instead of talent.. wallaaa.. i've been for interview for 4 times but not even 1.. did i make a wrong choice of job preferences?? i hate working in the office, i want to do fieldwork.. most of my friend just need 1 interview and they get it, but they will be working in office mostly.. why is it hard for me????? why me?? i need to be a breadwinner, i have parents and siblings than depends on me.. i couldnt stay still and living like this. i need a job!! argh.. stress out.. going crazy, please help me to keep being sane and normal by saying 'you got the job, plz come and work for us'!!!! waaaaa....   T_T 

mode: short of money and couldnt attend interview outside johor anymore, i'll be dissappointed again.................................................

cornflakes madu hangus

saja-saja cuba buat,selalu mama yang buat.. entah kenapa tetiba je nak tolong.. tengah masak madu tu lupa pulak nak jaga. sekali tengok, dah hangus rupanya.. macam cornflakes madu hangus.. minta maaf la pada sesiapa yang bakal beraya tu. makan je ape yang ade. terima kasih.

mulut-mulut pedas

laman sosial ni tempat-tempat perli memerli secara berkias ke?? perlu ke perli-perli orang ni. kite nak perli mesti tengok situasi jugak kan .tapi kadang-kadang ade orang mulutnyer main lepas aje. manusia-manusia, bulan-bulan puasa ni jangan iri hati dengan orang lain. kurang pahala. rolling my eyes, making annoying face.. erghhhh...

the truth

yes.. i admit that, i will update the blog when i wanted too.
yes.. i made this blog just for fun not to attract people to read my blog. like what i do to others blogger.
yes.. my english is suck, but who cares.. i'm learning..
yes.. u dont have to leave comment or visit my blog but if u ever did, i hope u enjoyed it.
yes.. i'm a malay but i also write in malay maa check it la my previous post.

its not wrong right if we wanted to improved our english skills.. dont condemn me la.. aiyoo..
that particular person is looking down at the wrong person. dush, im punching u in my dreams. erghhh.. hoping to get some peace.

blog walking, crawling and what so ever..

baru je pas baca blog bvlgarigirl.. xtaw la btol ke x eja sbb x mampu nk beli barang2 brand tu..lgpn malas nk huhu.. what a sad love story.. hmm, i've been following that blog since 2009 lg.. semenjak blog saya ni tercipta.. tp sejak2 akhir2 ni dh jarang dh die citer pasal love story die.. hoping that everything is ok for her.. lalala.. sejak akhir ni byk plak org publish blog dgn iklan berlambak2, not really into it la.. byk blog yg famous, makin byk plak iklan.. huhu.. nk cri blogger bez tnpa perlu baca iklan2 tu.. lejohnhadry is great too a bit 19++ but still great la, cuma lme giler beliau x update2.... haha.. :D excited mood, going somewhere soon.. lala~~

kesian kawan saya.. die macam kena kondem je.. xpela, sabar je la yer.. hidup ni x tentu hala.. kejap org x puas ati.. kejap org suke.. biase la tu.. :) life is hard if u didnt know how to handle it.. try to take things not to serious la yer..

suke-suke

just read one of the most funnies blog n the most hilarious blogger that i really like so much.. i've laugh so much.. thanks for making my day brighter.. haha~~ owh, BOXER KEDUT is awesome!! nice blog n nice blogger.. Keep it up, keep making people laugh with your piece and advices.. :)

what a dull and hectic day today.. huh..

story of my life

i love to write when the times come
but sometimes it is troublesome
i dont want people to read mine
i dont know why

juz finish 2 out of 3 exam papers
3 more to go
need to study more n more
im lack in everything
but i hope everything going to be alright

lots of things to do now
im growing up
ive got family to raise and help
i miss my home right now
LAPAR~~ starving...
nk mkn sambal kupang.. wuwuwu~~ :(

fasting

banyak ragam.. ergh.. lg2 si kecik tu.. huhu..
merengek lapar2.. huhu..
padahal dh g mkn2 mcd mlm tu pastu pagi td mkn nasi goreng n ayam..
nsb baek comel, kalo tak dah lame cubit2..
terpakse la bg die game happy meal ak yg semalam..
waaaa~~
ade lg 3 jam nk berbuka..
happy fasting day~~

2 tahun

P utk lesen dh abes.. lalaalaalalalala~~
haha~ secara rasminyer sye seorg pro dlm memandu.. haha~~
hurm, aritu try bawak kete abah.. aduh, suke sgt drive smpai msuk jln org.. huhu.. x pndai nak agak time kat corner.. last2 kne marah ngan parents.. haha.. tp still lg x serik n nk memandu lg wlpn dlu pnh xcident truk tp moto la.. heee~~ nk bawak motor ninja.. 1 day nk beli moto cc besar, nk bawak jalan2 kat highway sejauh yg mungkin.. konvoi ker.. bestnyer..

tomorrow, abah ajak makan mcd.. ngee..
homesick again..
ade ke mama kata yg saya main puzzle sebab lonely duduk sorg2 takde org nk borak2..
no la.. beli sebab tak taw nak buat ape da dalam bilik ni..
sebab tu bile ade mase free jer suke balik rumah.. boleh maen2 ngan adik2 and jalan2.. makan ape yang mama masak.. :)

sejak akhir2 ni sensitiviti meningkat tak taw la kenapa.. PMS pnyer sindrom nieh.. haha~~

life is a long journey

hurm, tetibe terbangun pagi... n memikrkan tntg kehidupan.. trus rase mcm nk menulis..

what have i done in this past long years.. i will be 21 in few months coming..

but what have i done for all those years..

yet, i dont even have the answer..

i feel sorrow deep inside that i also even dont know why..

there something that worried me so much..

i just want my life hereafter is not end up in hell..

Ya Allah, kuatkan hati hamba mu ini untuk teruskan kehidupan di bumi fana kerana Mu dan panjang kan umur ku untuk berbakti dan membahagiakan mama dan abah..

for miss hanisah.. a friend of mine.. aku tak pernah cakap benda ni tapi ko seorang yang tabah dan aku sangat kagum dengan bagaimana kau lalui kehidupan yang diberikan dan diuji sebegitu.. kawan, aku doakan kebahagiaan untuk mu.. love.. sentiasa tabah..

i have a new hobby which it is reveal my feminine side.. haha~~
i love baking right now.
it was a pleasured to see everything that you baked satisfied your taste bud.
love it very much.
i wonder, did i have a hand of baking perfectly.. hehe~~
i've made my first cake when i was 18 which are cheese cake and choc fudge..
oh yeah, there is another one which is 'kek batik' is made by coco powder or milo as the main ingredient.
my family really love it..
a few years past by, im starting to baking again by making a lot of desert such as egg tart, cheese tart and caramel pudding..
it have make my dad keep asking whether im going to make another dessrt tomorrow..
i can see that he really expected me to bake more and more..
i know u love it abah. haha~~
wish me luck, because tomorrow i will start to bake a new dessert and cake maybe.
curiosity is taking my mind, i keep thinking about the budget..
i wonder if my mom will give at least 20 bucks to buy all the ingredients..
planning to make my puppy face tomorrow to melt her heart.. haha..

cheese tart :)

caramel pudding =)

egg tart :)

im glad that i have my mom helps for making those dessert.. :)
all dessert above were already out of stock, dont ask for it.. haha~~

i wish, that i never know you

it was a blessed when we met
we know that we wanted to know each other well
so we became close that time

before that
i never though that it was you who always secretly watching over me
for a few days i tried to keep a distance between us
because it is hard for me
i didnt know you

suddenly
a few months past by
i never heard anything from you
maybe you are busy

but god is fair
i know why you did this
i was gobsmacked
you are a big fat liar
i wish i never know u or met you
:(

aiyaiyai~~its been a long time i didnt updated my blog.. more than a month i guess.. well, i've exam to pass. not just pass but i want it to be flying colours.btw, one paper left. my hell exam weeks will be officially end on this monday, may 4.. to all my coursemates, gud luck for field astronomy paper, we will gain our freedom soon enough.. hihi~~ hopefully..huhu~ gonna get my ass to see movie next week.. wolverine origin.. hihi~~ one more thing, i need to find a job. the sooner the better. need to fill my pocket with cash since i learn about "bling- bling" and no money no shopping.. gonna force that particular person to be my employee.. hihi~~ love sem break.. :p

breakfast oh breakfast

Early in this morning.. not really early actually its about 11.00am. woke up to late because my parents are not at home and there were visiting my grandparents at kulaijaya. I was so hungry n need something to fullfil my stomach. Back to the story,i went out with my brother to had a breakfast actually but there is nothing left for us.. we started to have a look at another stall n its just worthless. Why is the breakfast is so fast to be sold out? I wonder, does everybody wake up early to catch up their breakfast? I thought people nowadays does not care to take a breakfast before start their new day. I was wrong, people still care to have a breakfast instead of lunch actually. Weird huh? Seem that all the story that have been told before was truly fake that people are to busy to have a breakfast. Furthermore, breakfast is good to be taken because we need energy to start our day. As an advice, don’t ever forget to take breakfast at least have a glass of milk and a grab of cereal. To make it short, wake up early if u want to have breakfast or else u might miss it again.

tahun baru ni x sambut kat mane2 pn coz ak dah balik hostel..
hu~~~ buzy menguruskn diri..hi~~thn 2009 thn baru so aku punya aim pun baru..
orientation ak pn dah rase btul la gak skrg ni.. hi~~~ lg pn aku amik ko-kurikulum orientaring..
hi~~x byk la benda yg aku wat time thn baru ni coz bz gler ngan lecture n segala musibah dlm hostel n kolej.. lecture ak ngah tunggang langgang ni..hu~~ notes pn aku lupe nk fotostat.. tetibe je mengalami short term memory.. disaster lol..

im back to utm.. its like a curse..hu~~~wanna have holiday again.. im looking ahead for now..

sepatutnya arini ak dh blk dh utm. tp memandang kan ade hal sket yg masih blum diuruskan so ak pn wat keputusan nk blk isnin ni..hu~~~ xtaw la cmner kehidupan ak bila msuk sem 2..hrp2 x disaster lg lor.. azam bru thn bru so hrp2 more gud luck on my side..
hi~~~

pemandu pelancong

adik sepupu aku datang uma.. so bawak la die jln2 ronda2 jb.. cuti2 malaysia la kate kn..
well,she just past her hell exam weeks.. taking her spm this year.. biase la kn lepas exam mesti la nk enjoy2.. jadi dengan bangga nyer ak n satu family ak bawak la die jalan2 ikut giliran..
on the first day she arrived, my sister took her to plaza angsana.. hang out n window shopping of course.. well, they also buy some girls stuff.. on the next day, adni n aqilah my little sister, my brother, my cousin n me, took her to city square,danga bay n zoo.. hehe.. which is the most tired day i had in this week but enjoyable.. watching movie, twilight.. a romantic n horror movie... but i like the story so much.. really enjoy it.. on the same day, i took her to have a look around my neighbourhood places n of course im riding my dad bike.. hehe.. lame tu x bwk moto,pas gak gian ak nk ronda2 n menghirup udara atas moto.. a day after yesterday, my dad, adni n azam took her to stulang laut n the zon.. maybe they go there to taste the steamboat there.. n have a load off.. that all for now.. my family part time job as tourist guide will be officially end on sunday.. tomorrow my sister n me will take her to go around jb again..location still not being decided yet..
will think about it tonight.. hi~~~~

Seventh sign of the zodiacYour element: AirYour ruling planet: VenusTarot card corresponding to your sign: JusticeYour lucky color: PinkYour stone: CoralYour element, Air, lends you grace and charm. You have a sure talent for delicacy and occasionally for nonchalance. You are very flexible and adapt yourself easily to different situations. You like change, novelty, and surprises. Like all the signs of Air you have a deep fear of boredom and routine. But you don't always know how to do what it takes to escape from them.You love everything which can make life more beautiful or joyful. You adore all kinds of performance, and you also have gifts and talents in these areas. You have an idealistic vision of existence in which everything must be beautiful, life easy, love successful, and happiness perfect. You may therefore occasionally fall from this great height, and then feel yourself to be helpless. Your tendency then is to let yourself go.Since Venus, the ruling planet of love, is your cardinal planet, love is the most important thing in your life. Love takes first place during your entire existence. You would like everything around you to be peace and harmony, with never a sign of conflict, tension, deception, or violence. You feel this need for love in an extremely sensual manner. You NEED to love, and in order to satisfy this desire you are very focussed on seduction, and you know how to seduce.Occasionally this gets you in trouble, since you don't always know how to make wise choices. You run the risk therefore of getting involved with people who want to profit from your need for love.Your relations to the other signs:You can deal very well with the instability of Geminis, and this may even attract you greatly, but if you're not careful you may suffer for it. You can have excellent experiences with Virgos, and may even form lasting relationships.You are attracted by Leos, but beware there as well. You risk boredom or problems of behavior with Taurus, Capricorn, and Aries. A relationship with a Scorpio may be either great passion or complete opposition. This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.

a bored n bored day

i manage to figure out how to make my blog better..hihi.. thankz to my friends mr. goyang gerudi, cik bopi.. hihi.. dont get angry u have been interframe by me.. huhu.. during my holiday i do nothing than sleeping,eating, buzz people in ym,sending email, leave comments at my pal pages n so many things that i couldnt resist to do.. especially disturbing people.. make them feeling cant get rid of me.. huhu.. i've watched my latest result, senarai tampalan only.. its quite hmm..dunno la.. but im hoping my fortran will not making me being scold by my mum..hihi!
n by my dad also because im quite scared when my lovely dad turn into an evil daddy which is will making me more than freaking out or upset..huhu.. aish..im not happy with this sem break..
all my friends are having difficulties in many ways such as financial n not at home.. i only hang out with some of my friends n not all of them.. i really wish that i could hang out with all of them..
for now im hoping that my result is in dean list..amin..which is a dream that hardly to be fulfilled..hihi.. god im begging to u to help me.. i hope i make the cut n being listed.. hmm~~~~