story of my life

i love to write when the times come
but sometimes it is troublesome
i dont want people to read mine
i dont know why

juz finish 2 out of 3 exam papers
3 more to go
need to study more n more
im lack in everything
but i hope everything going to be alright

lots of things to do now
im growing up
ive got family to raise and help
i miss my home right now
LAPAR~~ starving...
nk mkn sambal kupang.. wuwuwu~~ :(

fasting

banyak ragam.. ergh.. lg2 si kecik tu.. huhu..
merengek lapar2.. huhu..
padahal dh g mkn2 mcd mlm tu pastu pagi td mkn nasi goreng n ayam..
nsb baek comel, kalo tak dah lame cubit2..
terpakse la bg die game happy meal ak yg semalam..
waaaa~~
ade lg 3 jam nk berbuka..
happy fasting day~~

2 tahun

P utk lesen dh abes.. lalaalaalalalala~~
haha~ secara rasminyer sye seorg pro dlm memandu.. haha~~
hurm, aritu try bawak kete abah.. aduh, suke sgt drive smpai msuk jln org.. huhu.. x pndai nak agak time kat corner.. last2 kne marah ngan parents.. haha.. tp still lg x serik n nk memandu lg wlpn dlu pnh xcident truk tp moto la.. heee~~ nk bawak motor ninja.. 1 day nk beli moto cc besar, nk bawak jalan2 kat highway sejauh yg mungkin.. konvoi ker.. bestnyer..

tomorrow, abah ajak makan mcd.. ngee..
homesick again..
ade ke mama kata yg saya main puzzle sebab lonely duduk sorg2 takde org nk borak2..
no la.. beli sebab tak taw nak buat ape da dalam bilik ni..
sebab tu bile ade mase free jer suke balik rumah.. boleh maen2 ngan adik2 and jalan2.. makan ape yang mama masak.. :)

sejak akhir2 ni sensitiviti meningkat tak taw la kenapa.. PMS pnyer sindrom nieh.. haha~~

life is a long journey

hurm, tetibe terbangun pagi... n memikrkan tntg kehidupan.. trus rase mcm nk menulis..

what have i done in this past long years.. i will be 21 in few months coming..

but what have i done for all those years..

yet, i dont even have the answer..

i feel sorrow deep inside that i also even dont know why..

there something that worried me so much..

i just want my life hereafter is not end up in hell..

Ya Allah, kuatkan hati hamba mu ini untuk teruskan kehidupan di bumi fana kerana Mu dan panjang kan umur ku untuk berbakti dan membahagiakan mama dan abah..

for miss hanisah.. a friend of mine.. aku tak pernah cakap benda ni tapi ko seorang yang tabah dan aku sangat kagum dengan bagaimana kau lalui kehidupan yang diberikan dan diuji sebegitu.. kawan, aku doakan kebahagiaan untuk mu.. love.. sentiasa tabah..

i have a new hobby which it is reveal my feminine side.. haha~~
i love baking right now.
it was a pleasured to see everything that you baked satisfied your taste bud.
love it very much.
i wonder, did i have a hand of baking perfectly.. hehe~~
i've made my first cake when i was 18 which are cheese cake and choc fudge..
oh yeah, there is another one which is 'kek batik' is made by coco powder or milo as the main ingredient.
my family really love it..
a few years past by, im starting to baking again by making a lot of desert such as egg tart, cheese tart and caramel pudding..
it have make my dad keep asking whether im going to make another dessrt tomorrow..
i can see that he really expected me to bake more and more..
i know u love it abah. haha~~
wish me luck, because tomorrow i will start to bake a new dessert and cake maybe.
curiosity is taking my mind, i keep thinking about the budget..
i wonder if my mom will give at least 20 bucks to buy all the ingredients..
planning to make my puppy face tomorrow to melt her heart.. haha..

cheese tart :)

caramel pudding =)

egg tart :)

im glad that i have my mom helps for making those dessert.. :)
all dessert above were already out of stock, dont ask for it.. haha~~

i wish, that i never know you

it was a blessed when we met
we know that we wanted to know each other well
so we became close that time

before that
i never though that it was you who always secretly watching over me
for a few days i tried to keep a distance between us
because it is hard for me
i didnt know you

suddenly
a few months past by
i never heard anything from you
maybe you are busy

but god is fair
i know why you did this
i was gobsmacked
you are a big fat liar
i wish i never know u or met you
:(